I'm doing good.

I got a teaching job and working every day. It gives me discipline and moderate social pressure. I love to express myself in the class room. I easily fit in this job. Bupropion is working well still. Ejaculation delay of SSRI has has been solved taking bupropion. I now enjoy the pleasure of early ejaculation lol. I love my work. I love my life. Stable life is the best. I don't wanna go back to bipolar "roller coaster" mental states. I have a minor problem, though. I have bad dreams every night. They are so hopeless and dreading. I wake up with despair and it takes some time to convince myself that was just a dream, and raise my mood up to the normal.

nightmare

I now take one bupropion tablet in the morning, and it works great. I feel peaceful all day and bring the control of my brain into my hands back.

There is one problem, though. I have nightmares almost every night. Last night I jumped out of my bed and hit my face on the desk.

Maybe, subconscious mind somehow works as a balancer between happiness and unhappiness. Or, maybe we humans are programmed not to be all happy.

nightmare

I now take one bupropion tablet in the morning, and it works great. I feel peaceful all day and bring the control of my brain into my hands back.

There is one problem, though. I have nightmares almost every night. Last night I jumped out of my bed and hit my face on the desk.

Maybe, subconscious mind somehow works as a balancer between happiness and unhappiness. Or, maybe we humans are programmed not to be all happy.

Bupropion

I'm now trying bupropion, an antidepressant, and it is the first non-SSRI antidepressant taken singly. I could switch from Lexapro without white-out period and did not have much adverse-effects, even lexapro's withdrawal effects. for not it works like the the earlier day's lexapro - mild, feel ok, calm, and clever. with bupropion, i sweat less than lexapro. ejaculation problem has not improved yet despite its reputation as non sexual side effects.